Friday, July 16, 2010

Dealing with people who put you down :(

prelim exam and defense of chapter 1 in research.

(Apologies for the lack of updates,blog hopping and not able to comment on your entries..)

hay. sometimes, there are people who will put you down.
i know that person wants me to feel badly about myself. i should NOT give them that power. (BWAHAHA) I'm a psych student, so i have the ability and desire to understand others. but if they're psych majors also, maybe they've experienced a trauma of their own in the past and they don’t know how to deal with the pain so they'll hurt others as a defense mechanism. wahaha. :))

Maybe, I have also made a mistakes ..

Byron Katie in her book, “I Need Your Love – Is That True?” says the best response is to say, “thank you, you may be right.” Her theory is that if a comment makes you feel defensive then that’s a clue that you need to look inside yourself and see why the comment bothers you so much. This could be like receiving a great gift because you’ve discovered an area within that needs healing.

Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away. - Sex and the City

I will use this as a motivation to improve myself. A person can't hurt you unless you let it. :)

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I'm probably just so tired and confused.

Because I have to study in some of my major subjects and a research to complete, I only had 2 hours of sleep. I am honestly not in my best state of mind right now. but my mind keeps telling me i should release this "emotional energy" through blog. I have so many stories to tell but I don't even know how to start it, I really don't understand a lot of things in life. I'm probably just so tired and confused.


ultimate crush..
I lost the flash drive of my classmate :( and the only thing i can do is report it to the lost and found, so i decided to go home. no choice eh. After a stressful day because there are so many things to do. last July 1. I feel like I'm a total and complete stalker! haha. My talent, (actually OUR talent) PAOLA is to find and stalk our ultimate crush, Bryan. (nalulungkot nga ako kasi sabay sabay talaga yung mga ginagawa tapos nawala ko pa yung flash drive) Sabi ni paola "si bryan oh", kala ko joke lang, kala ko kaya niya yun sinabi para hindi naman ako masyadong mastress. haha. much to my surprise, he was there with his friend! sabi pa ni paola "kapag yan sangandaan, sasakay din tayo" SAKTO! dun sila sumakay. kaya sumakay na din kami sa jeep. (such a stalker? hehe)
and last friday, he sooo HAAAWWT playing basketball :p ♥


being a secretary..
I'm the secretary of our organization psychology society and of course i'm the one to keep the records, write letters, proposals, etc. last July 6, I decided to do the proposal for the General Assembly para mabawasan na yung mga gagawin ko. naoffend lang ako sa sinabi ng adviser namin sa org "iha, kaya mo ba talaga maging secretary? tinanong ko na sayo yan diba dati sabi mo, oo. may nakapagsabi kasi sakin na hindi mo na daw nagagampanan ung pagiging sec. mo, ayoko lang talaga na maging issue to" - I was SHOCKED. I was absolutely BLANK! after all the efforts, yun ung nasbi niya sakin. and take note! dalawang beses na niya saking tinanong kung kaya ko. :|


little secret..
I think he/she doesn't like me. parag lagi niya kong nirereject. lahat ng suggestions ko, ng gawa ko. :( You don't have to know who he/she is. she's/he's getting on my nerves. And I can't concentrate on what I'm doing.


All the obligations that I have to fulfill would have been a lot easier if I’m completely fine. Apparently I’m not.