Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I'm probably just so tired and confused.

Because I have to study in some of my major subjects and a research to complete, I only had 2 hours of sleep. I am honestly not in my best state of mind right now. but my mind keeps telling me i should release this "emotional energy" through blog. I have so many stories to tell but I don't even know how to start it, I really don't understand a lot of things in life. I'm probably just so tired and confused.


ultimate crush..
I lost the flash drive of my classmate :( and the only thing i can do is report it to the lost and found, so i decided to go home. no choice eh. After a stressful day because there are so many things to do. last July 1. I feel like I'm a total and complete stalker! haha. My talent, (actually OUR talent) PAOLA is to find and stalk our ultimate crush, Bryan. (nalulungkot nga ako kasi sabay sabay talaga yung mga ginagawa tapos nawala ko pa yung flash drive) Sabi ni paola "si bryan oh", kala ko joke lang, kala ko kaya niya yun sinabi para hindi naman ako masyadong mastress. haha. much to my surprise, he was there with his friend! sabi pa ni paola "kapag yan sangandaan, sasakay din tayo" SAKTO! dun sila sumakay. kaya sumakay na din kami sa jeep. (such a stalker? hehe)
and last friday, he sooo HAAAWWT playing basketball :p ♥


being a secretary..
I'm the secretary of our organization psychology society and of course i'm the one to keep the records, write letters, proposals, etc. last July 6, I decided to do the proposal for the General Assembly para mabawasan na yung mga gagawin ko. naoffend lang ako sa sinabi ng adviser namin sa org "iha, kaya mo ba talaga maging secretary? tinanong ko na sayo yan diba dati sabi mo, oo. may nakapagsabi kasi sakin na hindi mo na daw nagagampanan ung pagiging sec. mo, ayoko lang talaga na maging issue to" - I was SHOCKED. I was absolutely BLANK! after all the efforts, yun ung nasbi niya sakin. and take note! dalawang beses na niya saking tinanong kung kaya ko. :|


little secret..
I think he/she doesn't like me. parag lagi niya kong nirereject. lahat ng suggestions ko, ng gawa ko. :( You don't have to know who he/she is. she's/he's getting on my nerves. And I can't concentrate on what I'm doing.


All the obligations that I have to fulfill would have been a lot easier if I’m completely fine. Apparently I’m not.