SIRIUS star :D

it would be really really nice to sit outside and stare at one of my favorite things in the world - stars. it would really be perfect. clear night sky, not a fluff of clouds, just the stars. a lot of them. i rarely see that these days. it would really really be perfect. it's something i never get to do anymore, except when im in bulacan - perfect.

**why sirius? um. its my favorite star. 'cause its the BRIGHTEST star in the universe. LOLLLL. :DD

how i hate THEM

everything seemed so perfect then with just a blink of an eye, you lose or something like that, that is really important to you. i don't understand its logic, and why it happens every time you feel good or even just wanted to feel good... :(

and it happens... every time... i wanted to be happy.... every time... i feel like i'm happy... every time... I AM happy. without a notice, everything would just go disappearing in thin air... it feels so UNFAIR that you know you can't be happy without the consequences later on...

HOW I HATE THEM. esp. ______ to the BOOOOONNNNES!
(no need to expose it here)