LOSE YOURSELF

Jeepney Love Story

2010-11-17T03:28:00.002-08:00

♫ Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko. Ayoko nang pumara sana di na huminto ♪

* reminisce*

July 1, 2010: 1st timeee! napakastressful pa naman ng araw na yun, buti nakasabay ko yung super crush kong si tooooooot. saya!
July 23, 2010: nakasabay ko ulit. ...sweeter the second time around! :D
July 29, 2010: nakasabay ko ulit for the 3rd time! :D
Sana to the nth power ko sya makasabay. haha. kire eh , kilig kaya! kung alam niyo lang kung gano sya kagwapo. hahaha! oa. :)

Sumakay ako sa jeepney
Ikaw ang nakatabi
Di makapaniwala

Parang may hiwagang nadama
Nang tumama sa'yo
Ang aking mga mata

At nagsiksikan na
Dahil tumigil ang jeepney
Sa tapat ng eskuwela

Biglang nagkadikit
Puso ko'y biglang sumikip
At natulala

Sabi nila'y walang hiwaga
Kung wala'y
Ano itong nadarama

CHORUS
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta
Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama
Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na ahhh
Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko
Ayoko nang pumara sana di na huminto
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko nang pumara
Ayoko na
Kung ikaw ang kasama
(Adlib)

At may biglang sumingit
Natiempo pa sa'ting gitna
Sumimangot tuloy
Ang aking mukha

Mabuti nalang nagbayad yung ale
Sabi nya paabot naman
Nagkadahilan ako
Para ika'y tignan

Nung iaabot ang bayad
Kamay mo na palang nakaabang
Pambihira diba swerte ko naman

Sabi nila'y walang pag-ibig
Kung wala'y
Ba't kumakaba itong dibdib

(CHORUS)
Manong driver
Wag mo nang ibalik ang sukli ko
Manong driver
Di mo ba alam walang babaan to
Drive lang po ng drive
Wag niyong hihinto
Kahit sa'n mapadpad
Kahit lumipad man tayo
Minsan lang madama
Ang ganito

Pero bigla mong
Hinila ang tali
Sabi mo
"Manong bababa ako sandali"

dapat pala kumanta din ako ng ganito nung kasabay ko sya. charot! :D

Be Strong!

2010-11-16T18:21:00.002-08:00

1. Everything changes and ends.
2. Things do not always go according to plan.
3. Life is not always fair.

4. Pain is part of life.
5. People are not loving and loyal all the time.

From the book, The Five Things We Cannot Change ... and the Happiness We Find by Embracing Them, David Richo.

..That's the reality. and we shouldn't argue with that. "We cannot direct the wind," advises an old saying, "but we can adjust our sails." Pain is part of every life. accept reality as it is.

By every experience, we gain strength and courage. They say it's the best teacher. but not always the kindest of teachers, but it is surely the best.

Every Experience Matters.

Nanay's Word Play

2010-10-13T18:56:00.011-07:00

REBLOG from my kuya :))

Mga quotable quotes ng nanay ko:

pag hayop eh tatlo lang naman yan.sa disyerto, sa bukid, sa bahay, sa hangin, o kaya sa tubig

bumili ka nga ng tindahan sa asin!

magdala ka ng payong, gabi na.

isawsaw mo ang suka

ganyan talagang manuod ng t.v. ang mga iyan, nakaharap sa t.v
______________
eto naman sabi ng nage-avon sa amin sa bulacan
yung jodorant (deo), buy 1 take 1, tatlo
______________
at ng kapitbahay namin dito sa maynila
(sa apo nya hindi magalang)
sino kausap mo? bakit di ka gumagalang? putanginamo!

at pag tinatawag niya ang aso naming si coco

kuku kuku! asan ka kuku?

How are you spending your sembreak?

2010-10-12T20:05:00.016-07:00

Hey everyone! How's your sembreak so far?

Our classes ended last friday and that's a HOORAY for me!

I just wanna SLEEP and HAVE FUN!.. but we have a research to do.

But before we start doing a research, we decided to have a one week break.

So last night I stayed over at Gazelle's House and had spent the entire night taking pictures.

Next week, My thesis mates and i will work hard for our research.

Hoping to still have fun with the remaining weeks of my sembreak.

I can't wait until Christmas!

2010-10-03T19:37:00.007-07:00

2 months to go, and it's Christmas already. how I love Christmas, it's my favorite time of the year, not because of presents but the spirit...

the late night shopping, the food with the spirit of Christmas. I love how everyone is in a good mood. hehe. and how i wish there's snow here in the Philippines! I want to experience the snowball fights and making things with snow. haha!

My early Christmas gift to myself: honorarium i received from PHAROS. - official publication of manila central university student body. YEY!

My wishlist this Christmas:

1. QWERTY phone

2. cute DOG ♥

3. DSLR camera

4. Jacket

5. Beanie

What's on your Christmas wish list?
I'm so exciteeeeeeed! who else feels the same?

Pre-Defense is OVER :)

2010-09-30T05:22:00.012-07:00

EFFECTS OF VIDEO GAMES TO THE ATTENTION SPAN OF CHILDREN WITH AUTISM :D

We were so nervous at the beginning, but It felt so good to see all the panelist have that side of not being serious. haha! its only a pre defense so it's just like in a casual conversation.

taken before we (me, elaine, paola, lerica, ciara) had our thesis defense.

cream is the color of success! haha!

It was a SUCCESS so it was worth going to school LATE and WAKE FAIL :))

then we went to KFC to celebrate afterwards.

IT'S A SUPER GREAT DAY! :)

Dealing with people who put you down :(

2010-07-16T03:47:00.007-07:00

A VERY STRESSFUL WEEK!
prelim exam and defense of chapter 1 in research.

(Apologies for the lack of updates,blog hopping and not able to comment on your entries..)

hay. sometimes, there are people who will put you down.
i know that person wants me to feel badly about myself. i should NOT give them that power. (BWAHAHA) I'm a psych student, so i have the ability and desire to understand others. but if they're psych majors also, maybe they've experienced a trauma of their own in the past and they don’t know how to deal with the pain so they'll hurt others as a defense mechanism. wahaha. :))

Maybe, I have also made a mistakes ..

Byron Katie in her book, “I Need Your Love – Is That True?” says the best response is to say, “thank you, you may be right.” Her theory is that if a comment makes you feel defensive then that’s a clue that you need to look inside yourself and see why the comment bothers you so much. This could be like receiving a great gift because you’ve discovered an area within that needs healing.

Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away. - Sex and the City

I will use this as a motivation to improve myself. A person can't hurt you unless you let it. :)

I'm probably just so tired and confused.

2010-07-07T03:17:00.005-07:00

Because I have to study in some of my major subjects and a research to complete, I only had 2 hours of sleep. I am honestly not in my best state of mind right now. but my mind keeps telling me i should release this "emotional energy" through blog. I have so many stories to tell but I don't even know how to start it, I really don't understand a lot of things in life. I'm probably just so tired and confused.

(random)

ultimate crush..
I lost the flash drive of my classmate :( and the only thing i can do is report it to the lost and found, so i decided to go home. no choice eh. After a stressful day because there are so many things to do. last July 1. I feel like I'm a total and complete stalker! haha. My talent, (actually OUR talent) PAOLA is to find and stalk our ultimate crush, Bryan. (nalulungkot nga ako kasi sabay sabay talaga yung mga ginagawa tapos nawala ko pa yung flash drive) Sabi ni paola "si bryan oh", kala ko joke lang, kala ko kaya niya yun sinabi para hindi naman ako masyadong mastress. haha. much to my surprise, he was there with his friend! sabi pa ni paola "kapag yan sangandaan, sasakay din tayo" SAKTO! dun sila sumakay. kaya sumakay na din kami sa jeep. (such a stalker? hehe)
and last friday, he sooo HAAAWWT playing basketball :p ♥

--

being a secretary..
I'm the secretary of our organization psychology society and of course i'm the one to keep the records, write letters, proposals, etc. last July 6, I decided to do the proposal for the General Assembly para mabawasan na yung mga gagawin ko. naoffend lang ako sa sinabi ng adviser namin sa org "iha, kaya mo ba talaga maging secretary? tinanong ko na sayo yan diba dati sabi mo, oo. may nakapagsabi kasi sakin na hindi mo na daw nagagampanan ung pagiging sec. mo, ayoko lang talaga na maging issue to" - I was SHOCKED. I was absolutely BLANK! after all the efforts, yun ung nasbi niya sakin. and take note! dalawang beses na niya saking tinanong kung kaya ko. :|

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little secret..
I think he/she doesn't like me. parag lagi niya kong nirereject. lahat ng suggestions ko, ng gawa ko. :( You don't have to know who he/she is. she's/he's getting on my nerves. And I can't concentrate on what I'm doing.

--

All the obligations that I have to fulfill would have been a lot easier if I’m completely fine. Apparently I’m not.

why do you blog?

2010-06-18T04:59:00.005-07:00

I blog because I hope that someone who's been through the same experience or going through the same experience can either help me out or connect with me.

I blog because I have an opinion about a lot of things.

I blog because I want to say what I want to say.

I blog because I am learning a lot from what I am doing and I also love sharing.

AND i blog because its my release! :)

i blog because......

LIFE IS A GIFT

2010-06-18T04:27:00.003-07:00

Life is an opportunity - benefit from it.
Life is beauty - admire it.
Life is bliss - taste it.
Life is a dream - realize it.
Life is a challenge - meet it.
Life is a duty - complete it.
Life is a game - play it.
Life is a promise - fulfill it
Life is sorrow - overcome it.
Life is a song - sing it.
Life is a struggle - accept it.
Life is a tragedy - confront it.
Life is an adventure - dare it.
Life is luck - make it.
Life is too precious - do not destroy it.

Life is life - fight for it.

Coño Words. laughtrip

2010-06-09T21:31:00.002-07:00

So here it is na. The 10 conyo-mandments na. Make basa na and have fun speaking in conyo. And for more conyo fun, This is funny and this is for REAL.

10 CONYO-MANDMENTS:

1. Thou shall make gamit “make+pandiwa”.

ex. “Let’s make pasok na to our class!”

“Wait lang! I’m making kain pa!”

“Come on na, we can’t make hintay anymore! It’s in Andrew pa, you know?”

2. Thou shall make kalat “noh”, “diba” and “eh” in your pangungusap.

ex. “I don’t like to make lakad in the baha nga, no? Eh diba it’s like, so eew, diba?”

“What ba: stop nga being maarte noh?”

“Eh as if you want naman also, diba?”

3. When making describe a whatever, always say “It’s SO pang-uri!”

ex. “It’s so malaki, you know, and so mainit!”

“I know right? So sarap nga, eh!”

“You’re making me inggit naman.. I’ll make bili nga my own burger.”

4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation “dude”, ‘tsong” or “pare”

ex. “Dude, Physics is so hirap, pare.”

“I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh”

5. Thou shall know you know? I know right!

ex. “My bag is so bigat today, you know”

“I know, right! We have to make dala pa kasi the jumbo Physics book eh!”

6. Make gawa the plural of pangngalans like in English or Spanish.

ex. “I have so many tigyawats, oh!”

7. Like, when you can make kaya, always use like. Like, I know right?

ex. “Like, it’s so init naman!”

“Yah! The aircon, it’s, like sira!”

8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap?

ex. “Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?”

“It’s so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?”

9. Make gamit of plenty abbreviations, you know, daglat?”

ex. “Like, OMG! It’s like traffic sa LRT”

“I know right? It’s so kaka!”

“Kaka?”

“Kakaasar!”

10. Make gamit the pinakamaarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect!

ex. “I’m, like, making aral at the Arrhneo!”

“Me naman, I’m from Lazzahl!”

This is funny and this is for REAL.

on hiatus..

2010-05-23T23:00:00.002-07:00

on hiatus.. again. :|

I don’t know where to start because it’s been so long since I last posted a REAL blog entry. and too lazy that I could not even read your post.

~~laziness attacks!~~ sorry folks.
pano ba ko ulit sisipagin magblog? :((

THANKS for sticking around and I hope to start posting again in a few months.
I'm trying to be back soon as possible.

WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2010-05-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

last sunday, we heard that there will be another audition for singers for the band of YOUTH ASSEMBLIES OF GOD - bulacan section. so me and my two other church-mates will try to make it.

kaninang umaga nga ung audition..
and..
I'm totally NOT satisfied with my performance.

There are times when no matter how hard you try, you just cannot accept yourself as you are.

lucky me. i made it. but ~~only~~ as a trainee.
but its fine with me. akala ko nga di talaga ko matatanggap.
hindi naman talaga kasi ko magaling kumanta.

maybe, there's a reason and a purpose behind it? haha.
of course, to praise and worship HIM.

wooot. i can see halo :))

it's my first time to vote! green force! :D

2010-05-07T17:22:00.004-07:00

malapit na ang election 2010!
who will be our next president?

“Everything is now on line for the 2010 elections. We are all set and there will be no hindrance for the 2010 polls, let us hope and pray we will have peaceful elections then,” Comelec chairman Jose said.

I am still for G1BO. Win or lose, I don't care. At least I had the pride of actually exercising an intelligent vote.

GREEN FORCE!

ang plataporma ni gibo is SMART--Systematic, Measurable, Attainable, Realsitic and Time bound.

berde ang kulay ng tagumpay!

thanks a LOT!

2010-05-02T23:39:00.004-07:00

i turned nineteen today! wii. happy birthday to me. LOL :D
we went to ilocos 3days before my bday. kahapon lang kami nakauwi. That's why I was dead tired.

here's the list: in person and text message.
exact date. MAY 03 2010

12:00am paola.
12:01am neth.
12:04am cris.
12:13am elaine (torres)
12:15am ate ivy
1:30am miles
5:42am mommy
5:54am tita ann
6:10am ate rejean
6:14am aiezel
6:20am kuya al
6:39am carlo (hernandez)
6:40am jemarie
6:42am gavie
6:56am ate yeddah
7:04am jean
7:12am kat
7:26am ate gellie
7:27am kuya otep
7:41am cindy
8:47am kenneth (dela cruz)
8:52am franz
8:54am bevs
9:02am brell
9:21am lysette
10:03am tita norma
10:03am tita emma
11:47am joemari
12:25am thea
12:44am pam (angelo)
12:46am jaroh
1:10pm pam (magbanua)
1:22pm jabbo
8:30pm edwin
8:30pm jane
9:51pm vianne
9:54pm patrick (dela cruz)
10:29pm ate fhai
10:39pm meljorie
10:47pm philip
10:56pm cha
11:03pm mau (manzano)
11:04pm jm (casimiro)
11:04pm kerbie
11:05pm cherry
11:11pm jeng
11:12pm kuya jed
11:35pm rephael

belated:
4:02am jam
10:12am john ver
11:00am izia

greetings in facebook:

sir floresta
jemima
dandee
lester (roque)
olinon
robert
paola (quitalig)
carlo (hernandez)
haggai
kenneth 9dela cruz0
paula (galvez)
gavie
lian
liezel
mommy
pj (eugenio)
ivy (ocampo)
pj (dy)
karen
yeddah
shiela
jennalyn
jeff (basada)
pola
daryll
jane
marvin (reyes)
redmart
j.i
sam
KC (sarmiento)
shaira
tine
peter
xara
edmund
dave
mau
joan
roschelle
rose anne (de leon)
jemarie
hannah
mhedz
miles
jeyem
celina
ares
aisha
hiney
keipi
erika
lois
neth
khalline
manuel
levie
geanie
kat (cabantog)
jamie
lyza
reggie
aston
joseph (usi)
pauleen
cj (lucas)
joyce
ethel
norbert
john ver

thanks to my family.
thanks to all who called.
thanks to all who texted.
thanks to all who sent their birthday messages.
thanks to all who sent their birthday comment sa friendster, facebook, blogger.

and most of all, thank you God for giving me another year. yes, there have been hardships but thru those difficult times you have taught me much.I know, with you by my side i can do anything.

THANKS GUYS!! Your greetings alone really made my day. It’s really great to have such awesome friends. :D

E-P-A-L

2010-04-28T20:34:00.001-07:00

i ~~HATE~~ those kind of people.

Epal came from the Greek word "epalus" -meaning to disturb or to interrupt.

In modern filipino language, EPAL is synonymous to "saw-saw" or "extra" in which the person referred to as epal delve on group or forum discussions and pretend to be all-knowing (e.g. jack of all trades) even on minute senseless matters. EPAL

~~ARGGH!~~
Someone who's annoying and obnoxious.
Someone who butts in in other people's conversations or "things."
Someone who likes to be the center of attention by doing incredibly stupid things.

LAHAT NA LANG GINAGAWAN NG ISSUE.
MAKINIG DAW BA SA USAPAN NG IBA.

im sorry, bare with my rantings.

DO.YOU.KNOW.WHO.AM.I.TALKING.ABOUT?

i respect her pa naman hay :(

I will not speak anymore.
ipopost ko kasi to sa facebook, baka may makabasa pa! :|

~~SHE is a BITCH!~~

MISS ME? back after a long hiatus

2010-04-19T03:43:00.007-07:00

I'M BACK! *tennen* and with the new layout.

HEY! for those blogmates who frequently check my site for updates, SUPER thaaanks!

sorry to have kept you all waiting. but trying to keep up with FACEBOOK hehe :)

it's good to be BACK. *wink wink*
i missed you blogmates. i REALLY do :D

MISS ME? weeee. say YES. hahaha.
for those who didn’t miss me — likewise! :neutral:

ps: tomorrow, im going to school to meet ate shammah and new set officers of psychology society. so, im not able to share my random thoughts. hehe. maybe the day after tomorrow. thanks again to those people who miss me. XOXO :) goodnight.

ask me anything! :D

2010-03-30T00:04:00.001-07:00

follow me guys on FORMSPRING. thanks MUCH :)

im goooooing hoooome.

2010-03-26T19:44:00.005-07:00

HIATUS

*I'm from Manila, but my home province is Bulacan.*

So? I'll be back. I don't know when. I'll TRY to check sometimes. oyeah, I'll miss you blogmates :D *hugs*

SUMMER SPLASH :)

2010-03-24T02:44:00.010-07:00

after all the school's stuff, yesterday’s outing was a real treat. It started around 7 in the morning. :)) went to agatha resort. guiguinto, bulacan. The air was so beautiful and fresh hmmmmm! i missed bulacan! wooohoo.

here are some pictures.

check my FACEBOOK acct. to see all the pictures :)

even though we're only four. (humabol si shai)- so to be exact. we're five, we had a wonderful summer outing.

looking forward to upcoming outing(s)! HAHA :)

thanks again paola, gazelle, cherry and shaira for a FAB DAY out!

wohoo! summer vacation :D

2010-03-19T08:02:00.001-07:00

*short update.

GOODNESS!
school is finally OUT. YEEEEEEEEEY! :D

So who else is excited for summer? I AM FOR SURE!

and on tuesday, we will have outing. wee. How exciting!

Oh, and I REALLY want to read 'have a little faith' by mitch albom.
at last, i have time to read BOOKS!!! hahaha :D

ooookay. goodnight blogmates :)

he's the ONE :D

2010-03-19T06:32:00.007-07:00

he's the ONE.
he's the ~~LOVE.~~
joke. crush lang naman. hehe :D

♥ how my crush saves my day :D

2010-03-16T18:24:00.005-07:00

i saw my crush today. he stared and smiled right at me. I glanced at him and then continue to walk FAST because I'm shy. ...(whew!) We didn't say "hello," though. :(

but it REALLY changed my mood. haha. nalungkot lang ako sa result in my major subject. :( yun lang kasi yung quiz for the finals. so walang panghatak. (babaw ba? eeeh. ) i become more and more and more.. conscious about my grade. so GC!! tsk. but of course it has purpose, i want to ba scholar next sem to help my family :) and it's nice to see your transcript with high grades, riggggghht? yun lang yun. isn't bad?

i'll just make kwento about my crush. :D

i saw him TWICE!

At first I didn’t mind him. because im too shy and its awkward cause we're not that close.

and.. for the second time around.. i looked at him haha :D ooooh. he was the first to smile.

(im the official photographer of our newspaper. and i've been given the task to take all the CAMPUS CRUSH) ..kaya ko sya nakilala hehe :D

part of the interview:

ME: hmm. likes in a person naman.
CRUSH: simple.
MY FRIENDS: (murmuring) si ava yun ah.
ME: (to my crush) ano pa?
CRUSH: uhm. matangkad.
MY FRIENDS: si ava ulit yun ah.
CRUSH: ano pa ba? hmm maganda. hehe syempre dapat kasama yun.
MY FRIENDS: YIEEEEEEE. hahaha.
ME: psst. ingay nio. naririnig kaya.

i never thought it would happen.
DEFINE KILIG. :DDD

90s music ♪

2010-03-07T17:35:00.002-08:00

i just so miss the music of the 90s :)) hahaha.

ALL STAR tribute :D

WHAT'S GOING ON?

ALL STAR tribute :D

LET THE MUSIC HEAL YOUR SONG.

Gil
The Moffatts
Christina Aguilera
Backstreet Boys
Mary J. Blige
Jennifer Lopez
NSYNC
Britney Spears
Savage Garden
Alicia Keys
Ja Rule
Destiny's Child
Gwen Stefani
Nelly Furtado
5ive
98 Degrees
Jessica Simpson
Mariah Carey
Aaron Nick Carter
shania twain

..and moreeee.

..and just miss the good old days.

♪♫♪♫♪

foodtrip

2010-02-21T05:18:00.007-08:00

we spend the day at trinoma. powerbooks. :D and decided to eat lunch at bigoli. back to powerbooks.. and then Mcdo and Go nuts Donuts for merienda. haha :D

finished reading the book "SAY ni CHIZ" there. HAHAHA. but i want to buy it so that i can re-read it whenever I want. i just love to hang out there in powerbooks. it's starting to be my number one destination whenever i go to the mall. haha :D

can you take over me?

2010-02-19T00:06:00.024-08:00

NO CLASSES until monday :)

Thank God its Friday :D
wee. its going to be a long weekend for me.

i just want to share this video. *thanks to rhophil for sharing this video to me :DD*
(if you want to watch this vid. pause the mixpod at the lower left para hndi sabay magplay. hehe)

hay. im facing this problem all over again.
I don't want to go into the details of my problems, Please pray that God will have mercy on me and that I will find my peace - SOON. please. please? :| THANK YOU guys. Godbless! :D

I have a hard time sleeping lately too. I think with me it’s mostly worries that keep me up. I have no time to think during the day, too busy, and so I wake up and can’t back to sleep thinking about everything.

I think drinking too much coffee during the day also does it.

God, please answer my prayer.

KING OF THE ROAD

2010-02-16T01:05:00.003-08:00

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEY for us centralians!
no classes (because its caloocan day)

while i was riding a jeepney, naisip ko lang na gawan to ng blog. i'll make this blog entry in tagalog. :D

and so it begins.. (tagalog daw. hehe, cge eto na nga)

sa dami dami ng nakakasakay natin sa jeep iba't ibang tao na ang ating nakatabi, babae, lalake, tomboy, bakla, matanda, bata, iba't ibang personalidad, at madami na ring tayong narinig na samu't saring kwento.

ang dami ko ng nagiging karanasan kapag sumasakay ako sa jeep.
nalate na ko dahil sa pagaantay ng mga pasahero.
muntik ng maaksidente.
magkaron ng katabi na merong di kanais nais na amoy.
madukutan.
umupo na kapag pumreno ung jeep eh malalaglag ka na sa sobrang sikip.
mainis sa katabi mo kapag nagpapaabot ka ng bayad na parang wala man lang naririnig.
matawa sa kwento ng kaharap mo.
masandalan ng tulog.
mga nakakasakay na couples na parang nakupo sa may bay walk tapos nanuod sa paglubog ng araw.
makasabay ang isang barkadahan na sobrang ingay.
maranasan na lahat ng bayad eh nadaan na sayo.
at higit sa lahat napasarap sa kwentuhan at nakalimutang magbayad.

parang nagiging isang maikling pelikula tuloy sa loob ng isang jeep :DD

kwentong jeepney.
its onli in da philippines :D

oh, ♥ day! :D

2010-02-15T03:03:00.002-08:00

though pangit ako sa picture na yan, pinost ko pa din. LMAO. haha :D

of course i get envy seeing some girls having flowers or chocolates from their love ones. but I had a great time today. i celebrate this v-day with my family :DD

but at the end of the day, i was thinking..

...its good to know that someone cares, that someone wanted to know where I was, what I was doing. plans for this day.. received chocolate gift, flowers.. argh. *~~hopeless~~, eh? hehe*

ooookay. stop putting so much pressure. things always happen when we least expect them to. hai. sabi nga nila love comes when you're not looking.

celebrate our singleness? It would be fun, you’re with your friends, right? hahaha.

my time will come. and when it does, i have a strong feeling that it will have been well worth the wait.

love. love. love.

(uh-oh. the date is wrong :|)

♥ ♥ ♥

LOVE month ♥♥♥

2010-02-01T03:27:00.002-08:00

first day of love month :DD OR SHOULD I SAY.. SINGLE AWARENESS MONTH? hehe :D WOAAH! im not bitter, im just unsweetened. hehe. :D -baka lang may magreact. ♥♥♥

nothingness.
just wanna post my status here :D
advance happy valentine's day pals :))

UPSIDE DOWN

2010-01-30T00:37:00.008-08:00

*short update.

my schedule is hectic as hell.

MIDTERM EXAMS.
QUIZZES.
PROJECT. magazine in computer.
SURVEY. statistical psychology.
DEADLINE. article in pharos.
DANCE PRACTICE.

i cant even update my blog. :(

it was a very good week and also, very BAD. does it always have to be this way?? hay..

anyways.. here are some pictures of my nursing groupmates in computer. shaira, we're one of the BOYS! hahaha :D

at first, nakakilang sila kasama kasi di na ko sanay na lalake ung classmates ko. cause more girls expected to take psychology in college than was the case for boys. BUT IT WAS FUN. puro kalokohan :) masaya din pala minsan na iba iba ung classmates mo.

gtg. so many thing to dooooo.

Q: when did you last cry? A: I can't remember. :(

2010-01-19T03:50:00.003-08:00

1) which class are u at 1st yr high sch?
EXODUS (BES)

2) 2nd yr?
DANIEL (BES)

3) 3rd yr?
JEREMIAH (BES)

4) 4th yr?
PSALMS(BES)

5) what is the best year for u?
3rdyear!! and FOURTH YEAR!! :)

6) do you have a lot of friends that time?
SO MUCH!

7) where do u eat when lunch break?
Sometimes in our classroom, school canteen, CAT head quarters, wherever with my friends. :)

8) where do u go after skul?
It depends. If there are group homework, @ our classmate's home. If there are none, @ home.

9) do you always come to school late?

Yes. :( Until now. :((

10) ever been suspended?
NO, no no. XD

11) why?
Because I'm nice. hahaha :D

13) have u ever danced on stage?
Yes, of course. :)

14) did u have a gf/bf while in H.S??
NO :D

15) who is your all time crush?
in school? erik? HAHAHA.

16) would u go back sa HS?
No. I have to move. :)

17) what do u usually buy at canteen?
baked mac. pizza. zesto. hehe.

18) overpricing ba ang canteen nyo?
YES? hahaha.

19) have you seen a ghost in your school?
Nope.

20) u ever sang on stage pag may program?

..yes.

21) fave subjs?
algebra? hehe. filipino, science, art, music:)

22) ever fail?
No.

23) have u ever been sent out?

No? I sent my self out.

24) feel mo ba malau ang HS bldg till canteen?
No. Gah, our school is so small.

25) have u ever ran in the court?
YES!! :DDD

26) varsity??of wat?
No.

27) do u miss ur school?
No. My X-schoolmates and batchmates and friends.

A fact about the person you like?
Famous. :)

What happened at 10:00 am today?
BIO 5 class. genetics Laboratory.

When did you last cry?
I can't remember.

What do you want in your life right now?
Food. Haha! Joke. Increase of faith in God. high grades.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.

Something you just don't understand?
Why are questions must answer.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
book.

Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A.
ava. hehe. umm. aiezel.

Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
Er?

What were you doing at 8:30pm last Friday night?
WAA. Past is past. Haha. I can't remember.

What are you thinking right now?
how to do the article *campus crushes* in The official Publication of Manila Central University.-PHAROS.

Do you have a job?
None.

What are you doing right now besides this survey?
Soundtrip.

What are your plans tomorrow?
survey. about *campus crushes* take photos.

Who took your profile picture?
ate ivy

Exactly where did you get the clothes you're wearing right now?
My shorts were given by my mom and my shirt was my pe uniform in HS.

What is your current problem?
My midterm exam results. Haha. KAKAKABA.

What are you looking forward to in the next week?
deadline of the pictures -- PHAROS.
and our ORG shirt. kailangang ayusin.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Still fixing it actually. :-/

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Hmm.. I think I did some.

Who was the last person you saw?
kuya?

What was the last movie you watched?
time travelers wife? haha.

Do you regret anything that you have done?
NOTHING.

Have you ever cried when you're mad?
There were times.

*Last October, what was your love life like?

MAGULO. but I'm blessed I have friends that I have now.

*Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
None. :) I'm happy today. ^^,

*Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
No regrets here. :) because I LEARN!

*Do you care what others think about you?
Yes, of course.

*What is your fear?
LIZARDS. T_T

*How was last night?
SO tiring..

*Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone today?

kuya al, paola, artrix, ate ivy, sam, jam, jane, cha, cris, cindy, gary.

*If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
I'm irritated, I'm gonna cry, In pain, Thinking for something, Reminiscing, Sleeping, Eating & Soon to explode.

*Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
No.

*How are you feeling right now?
At this very moment, Blank. Er.

*Last time you laughed?
An hour ago.

*Excited about anything?
our ORG shirt and the 3rd issue of pharos!

*What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
The past days with my cousins.

*What did your last text message you received on your cell say?

the world keeps getting in the way, with you is where i wanna be, but it just wont let me.

GOOD EVE.

from my dear, IVY OCAMPO.

*Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Yes.

*Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Why not? It's cute. :))

*Have you ever had a difficult relationship?
Yes.

*Where would you like to be right now?
@ Peace.

*Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn't mean it?
I dunno.

*How'd your day go?
Happy though I'm stressed.

*Were you happy when you woke up today?
No because I'm still sleepy and I have to wake up early.

i do feel PRESSURE.

2010-01-13T02:06:00.004-08:00

i feel the pressure during our professor in english share his personal story about seeking a job.

he graduated in FEU, magna cum laude. he started as an assistant teacher. checking papers, blah blah blah. to make a long story short. he had a difficult time to find a better job though he graduated with honor. that time nagkakagulo ang pilipinas. there's an economic crisis. kahit mga graduate ng ateneo, de la salle, at up nahihirapan humanap ng trabaho. and of course sila yung unang matatanggap. he felt so discriminated. then, he realized one thing "the reality".

so, he decided to take his master's degree at Ateneo de Manila University. take some units in education and passed the board exam. *one take only. :D

my prof is a gay, kaya nakakatuwa yung way ng pagsasalita niya. :D sabi pa nya "ano sila ngayon, talbog ang beauty nila" HAHAHA :D

he tried to apply again in a good company. *tennen* "ganun lang pala kadali makapasok, at kapag alam mong iba ka sa kanila"

"para kang dyamanteng tinapon sa mga basura, KITANG KITA KA". :D -mr. ronald go.

I'm just worried about getting the right job for me. One thing that i do and im sure others will lack to is experience. I'm sure we (my classmates) all feel the pressure, having a concrete future after all those years of studying.

try to look at failures, at criticm as challenges serves as a motivation.
it's like joining a pageant,
WANT TO SHINE, PREPARE FOR IT.
and that will make you SHINE :D -MR. Ronald Go.

im back :)

2010-01-09T06:34:00.005-08:00

i havent posted in a while (problem with our computer) argh. HAHA :D but IM BACK :D

hello guys. do you miss me? say YES. YES. YES. :D hahaha.

did i miss anything? :D

bye for now. *blog hop next time. mua. :-*

HAPPY new year to all :D

2009-12-29T00:10:00.004-08:00

2009 is nearly over.

reflecting back on my year previously, i would say this year has been one that i will always remember. if anyone of you knew me well, you will definitely know that this year has been so much different.

well, the new year is coming. time to put the old behind and move on with the new. 2010 is going to be a really exciting year, and i really hope to get many experiences from this coming year.

i will not elaborate much. but there are a few people i would like to thank for making my 2009 so memorable. I wont say who, but i just want to thank all these few minorities who have changed my life so much in this one short year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D may all your wishes and new year resolutions come true!

2012

2009-12-19T21:57:00.002-08:00

sunday 20th december

december 20 is the 354th day of the year (355th in leap years) in the gregorian calendar. there are 11 days remaining until the end of the year. :D

3 fantastic guys born on this day.

1. anoop desai. one of my favorite contestant on the eight season of american idol.

2. bryan carpio. my super duper crush in our school.

and of course.. to those who knew me well. you know who am i talking about..

3. MY COOKIE. my idol. david cook.

oooookay. let's reminisce.

my bday is on may 3. and my bday wish is to see david cook in person BUT unfortunately im not able to go to their concert. so sad. too broke to go. :( kaya susundn ko na lng sya sa mga mall tours nya.

david archuleta makes a live guest appearance in GMA-7's morning talk show SIS and my mom said, we can watch archuleta bacause she has contact inside. since, i also like archie before cook, *im so happy* YEY! may 14, 2009, thursday morning. we arrived there quite early. it was very obvious that we were so excited. HAHAHA :D after in SIS. we headed to skydome to *MEET and GREET david cook* first come. first served basis. the 'meet and greet' will start promptly at 4pm, we arrived there at around 12pm. super aga db? but the place was VERY full by 2pm.

some are dissappointed kasi sandaling sandali lang sya nagpakita. parang di worth it..

BUT FOR ME.. I feel blessed for the chance to see David Cook in the flesh. hehe. I can't concentrate on taking photos of him, I just stared at him for a looong time. I just can't describe the feeling while watching him.

next time David holds a concert here, i'm definitely going to buy front row seats. hehe. :D

wooo!!! woo!! yeeeey!!! *whistles* *claps*
i sooooooo miss him.
COME BACK TO ME. hehe. come back to the phillippines, david.

papa-paparazzi :D

2009-12-18T01:58:00.000-08:00

Im your biggest fan

I’ll follow you until you love me

Papa-paparazzi,

Baby there’s no other superstar

You know that i’ll be your

Papa-paparazzi.

Promise i’ll be kind,

But i won’t stop until that boy is mine

Baby you’ll be famous

Chase you down until you love me

Papa-paparazzi.

crushiness. :D hehe.

DENTISTRY.. C.B.
MEDTECH.. R.C.
MEDTECH.. B.C.R.C
NURSING.. V.J.

eto lang naman yung ikkwento ko sa sportsfest e HAHAHA :DDDDD
click nio na lang para mas malinaw :DDDDDDD

*kilig to the BONES*

christmas presents.

2009-12-17T03:53:00.000-08:00

BONDING MOMENTS.

i went to school today just for the exchange gifts :)its like our christmas party hehe. our prelim examination was moved to first week of january.

picture here. there. everywhere. HAHAHA :D
nothing could ever be more rewarding than to see your friends.. COMPLETE. minsan na lang kasi talaga kami makumpleto.

*napaiyak nila ko* wee. im just so touched that they liked the letter and the pictures i gave. ako na ba iyakin? cge na. haha.

a BIG thank you for the gifts. i absolutely LIKE it :D
presents + pictures + hot chocolate = a great day.

phlegmatic.

2009-12-17T03:31:00.000-08:00

im sooooo lazy to make kwento about the sportsfest. hehe. sabi ko pa naman ikkwento ko after. BUT im just too lazy to post. hehe. i'll update my blog tomorrow.

**ciao ciao.

PSYCHology SOCiety shirt design, *BLACK.

2009-12-11T20:18:00.001-08:00

PSYCHology SOCiety shirt design, *WHITE.

2009-12-11T20:16:00.000-08:00

ten things about me.

2009-12-04T16:30:00.001-08:00

--------------------------
ten things about me
1. are you single?
yes.

2. are you happy about that?
hmmm. why not?

3. are you bored?
no, i'm trying to get this over and done with ^^

4. are you sad?
no :))

5. are you Italian?
no.

6. are you plastic?
sometimes. hehe.

7. are you cool?
i don't know. it's really how other people define you right? who goes around saying i'm cool?

8. are you filipino?
yes.

9. what are you?
18 year old who loves stars? LMAO. hahahaha.

number 10..?

ten facts
1. Initials:
uh ADGE?

2. nicknames:
ava (by *friends*),
ge (by mommy, ate ivy),
abage (relatives)
kire (paola and jam)
and I can't remember the rest.

3. Birth Place:
malolos, bulacan.

4. Hair colour:
Black.

5. Age:
18

6. Eye colour:
Black.

7. Birthday:
may 03.

8. Mood:
excited :D

9. Favourite Colours:
Black, blue, white, purple LOL.

10. Left or right handed?
Right.

ten this or that
1. Love or money?
Both. But to choose I'll pick love. :)

2. Hard liquor or beer?
uhm. idk.

3. Cats or dogs?
dogs. arf!

4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
Again I'll take both, but if i have to choose i'll pick few best friends.

5. Television or internet?
umm. Internet?

6. Pepsi or coke?
pepsi.

7. Wild night out or a romantic night?
Depends. :DD

8. Money or happiness?
Happiness.

9. Night or day?
day.

10. IM or phone?
phone.

ten differences in a relationship
1. Smile or eyes?
eyes. :)

2. Light or dark hair?
dark, I guess?

3. Hugs or kisses?
HUGS! :D

ten last
1. Last phone call you made?
kenneth.

2. Last phone call you received?
from kuya pj

3. Last person/people you hung out with?
paola. jam. and cherry at eastwood.

4. Last person to text you?
ate nina.

5. Last person you tickled?
can't remember. :(

6. Last person you viewed profile?
antoinette.

7. Last person you hugged?
???? hehe. jam or cherry?

8. Last person you slept(sleep) with?
k.c.

9. Last person/people you laughed with?
paola.

10. Last dream you can remember?
about cherry? haha.
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that took me a while. oh well.

Manila Central University on the GO :D

2009-12-04T01:51:00.001-08:00

we are celebrating our 105th foundation anniversary! YAY! sportsfest. sportsfest. how i love sportsfest. hehe :D the opening of sportsfest was fun. *claps* for DULCEN-DULAANG CENTRALIANA for the dance opening :) i like their 'new' moves. haha.

after the opening, we went to hortaleza for the hair treatment of jam, lunch in our house and then go back to school to watch the bsketball game -- of course our super crush "B.C.R.C." 3rdyr medtech student. hehe. i'll post stolen pictures of him SOON. keep the excitement! haha. nung pabalik na kami ng school para manuod, the traffic was so heavy we couldn't move. argh!

i'll just tell ALL about it when sportsfest end.

I’m out. Dinner’s waiting. ^^

FUN @ eastwood.

2009-12-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

we decided to have lunch at eastwood. AND TRY SOMETHING NEW. but.. *nevermind* HAHAHA :D anyway.. it was uber fun. nothing beats spending hours with your friends. - thank you girlfriends. hehe.

bassband aka MEAN girls.

2009-12-03T03:15:00.000-08:00

i'll post some of the pictures tomorrow :p

when God writes your love story. ♥

2009-12-01T02:46:00.000-08:00

How many times had I longed and searched for true love? How many nights had I laid awake dreaming of a beautiful romance that would sweep me off my feet – a lasting relationship that wouldn’t end up in heartache? When is the right time? Who is that right person? Where is he now? Do the answers to my questions really exist?

God didn’t give that person in my life instantly now. But I know and believe that he would give it in the future. All in his perfect time. All I have to do is to willingly remain pure and faithful, focused on honoring him before we met because I know that he’s worth waiting for.

Do not pray for easy lives!
Pray to be stronger men.
Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers.
Pray for powers equal to your tasks.
Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle,
But you shall be a miracle.

All the questions that have been grumbling in my mind had been thrown away. I am now more focused in my personal intimate relationship with God. My love for the Lord overflows and that the only question I genuinely ask is “How can I please you, Lord?” He will show it in a gentle, subtle and daily basis. I know that he has a unique and special plan for my life. I have given him the pen in writing my love story. A true turning point of my life. A decision that I won’t regret for the rest of my life.

BFF :D B-est F-riends every F-riday.

2009-11-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

i woke up early this morning around 6am (even though my class will start at 1pm) just because of ma'am galang, for the completion to her subject, BIO CHEM. i have to take THAT "final exam" super early. (take note: i took bio-chem last last sem. goodluck naman kung maalala ko pa un)

so i texted shaira to tell her im going to school early. sakto! wala din silang prof. kaya sinamahan nya ko magpabalik balik sa registrar, dean's office and cas faculty. then, i remember that we must have already book in computer, but i only have money to pay the fee for the completion. LUCKY-me!!because mam galang said. "before you pay the fee, there must be the approval of the dean". but "the dean is out" HAHAHA. so i have the money to buy the book and the exam is moved next friday!

(YEEEEY! i have time to review this formula...)

kulang pa yan. haaaaaay. :(( may metabolism and lipids pa.
GOODLUCK!

since shai dont have class and im not able to take the exam we both have a looooong vacant time. we stayed in room 204B and did a lot of talking. shared some stories and some secrets. haha super bonding :)and we call ourselves BEST FRIENDS every FRIDAY! (friday lang kasi yung time na kaming dalawa lang) haha. after that we decided to buy the comp book :D and have lunch beside the old gym. after eating we headed to grand & victory mall (haha) just to spend time and then back to school. we have classmate in comp lab, i dont know if he's cute or what. haha im soo artee I KNOW! arggh! SAYING BECOMES BELIEVING! :D we went to the mcdo before deciding to part ways and go home. :)

AWESOME! :D

2009-11-25T03:23:00.000-08:00

Noteboek from Evelien Lohbeck on Vimeo.

you never stop loving someone, you just learn to try to live without them.

2009-11-22T16:05:00.001-08:00

sometimes there is a reason your past didn’t make it to your future.
— Unknown

PRACTICE

2009-11-19T07:58:00.000-08:00

tired..

the moves..

traffic in edsa.

2009-11-19T01:17:00.000-08:00

we don’t have class kaninang 10:30-5:30 :D because CAS faculty members will have their seminars at PLM.

earlier this afternoon, my friends and i were planning to watch the 2012 movie kaya lang maraming hindi pwede, so we (jam, paola and i) just decided to go to Trinoma and just have fun.

after we finish eating. we decided to walk again around the mall so that we will be able to burn what we had. sakto! spongebob live @ trinoma. since, its pao’s favorite. we watch it. (pero ako pa yata ung enjoy na enjoy) hahaha. eh? fun e.

the spongebob live. (stories from bikini bottom)

it was almost time to go home.
we rode a bus. (as usual) and the traffic is so bad. it's like parking lots. . we're wondering why... we found out that there's an accident.

a disturbing accident . along balintawak edsa. i usually won’t feel a thing when i saw news on accidents in the newspaper as it’s there almost daily. but this accident made me feel so bad. we saw dead body lying on the road. and the blood. whew!

it can only take 30minutes headed back home but we spent almost 2 and a half hours there.. conversing. as in. super kwentuhan na lang sa bus.

word of the day: DISTURBING. tss. :-/

I am very happy to be getting back to normal!

2009-11-17T05:08:00.000-08:00

i'm excited. can't wait to dance again.

nov.21: Inter-Collegiate Dance Competition @ PLM.
break-a-leg :)

a checklist of things to bring tom for the practice.

• a bottle of water (to rehydrate. haha nagexplain pa talaga)
• towel
• 2 extra shirts
• jogging pants or shorts
• dance bag
• dance shoes. (slippers na lng. hehe.)

Dancing releases endorphins, adrenaline, serotonin and dopamine. All of these chemicals work in combination to make you feel good. In fact, 30 minutes of dancing is often as effective at improving mood as medication. After dancing you will feel elated, a sense of accomplishment and whatever tension you have been carrying around will not seem as bad.

trivia? LOL.

*tenen tenen tenen* tentenen tenen tenen* pause hatak. side. *tug tug* *tak tak* too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby) HAHAHAHA :D

IM JUST EXCITED :DD
KEEP sweating psych moooovers! :)

wish us goodluck!!

what an ironic way to start my second sem.

2009-11-16T02:08:00.000-08:00

OK. so, here it goes.

it was my first day.
(1 week late. di din kasi ako nakapasok last week because of my sty and because of other subjects na full na. so kailangan ko pa ulit palitan ng other subjects. e ang hirap maghanap.)

..and i didn't think it would turn out this way.
as i enter our room, halos lahat sila sumigaw. avaaaaaaaaaaaa! nakakatuwa lng. parang they're so happy to see me.

on my first class..i was nervous..and i didn't know what to expect..i dont know what's going to happen to me this day. and to my surprise it was sir go! my prof in english last last last sem. haha. pagpasok ko, quiz kaagad. walang review review. hehe. cool :) IN. OR. AT. yun lang ung mga choices, kaya ok naman :DD

on my second class..i didnt know who is our prof. when she started talking, i find that she's a little humorous. kaya ok na din. sabi pa niya gusto daw niyang studyante, ung mga MAKAKAPAL yung mukha :D (binigay pa niya sakin ung hawak niyang chalk, turo ko daw kung nasan ung genes dun sa drawing niya, e hndi ko maintndhan ung drawing. joke) mukha bang makapal mukha ko at ako ung nilapitan? haha.

then there came a short break while waiting for our next room.
we saw ate abby and ate rej. sabi nila, on wednesday. magpapractice na for the dance contest. sa plm. :D at last. makakapagsayaw na ulit kami. but im kinda sad. hehe. kasi we're not able to join the charcoal drawing contest. im very excited pa naman. di daw naayos ung mga papers for that. :( sad. pero at least. makakasayaw na ulit ako. :DDDDD

finally, my third class came up. ms. llarena is our prof. introduce myself daw. haha :) sabi ko na lng, im annabelle pero twag nila sakin ava. 18. love to dance and draw. and.. stars? haha.and my motto??? umm. wala e. favorite verse na lng, Jeremiah 29:11. tpos pina-recite. kinkabahan kasi ko kaya nasabi ko na lng for I know the plans....not to harm you. HAHAHA. pero di ko talaga makabisado. ngayon tatandaan ko na..

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. -- Jeremiah 29:11

im starting to like her. sinabihan nya kasi ko na black beauty. hahaha. :D kidding. but seriously, i think she's a good mentor. :D

there.. then i headed home. i rode a jeepney as usual. pero ako na lang magisa unlike before. lagi kasi kami sabay ni paola dati umuwi. kkwento ko ung scene sa jeep paguwi ko. haha :D wala lang. napapasmile kasi ako kanina magisa. minsan normal na nga un sakin. msyado lang kasi akong masaya. :) kaya siguro ako nagpsych para gamutin yung sarili ko. HAHAHA. :DD

anyway..i learned a lot from this day!!! :D ..and i really didn't think it was gonna end up this way :DD and i thank GOD for that!

i hope you started your second sem well just like i did :DD

iCARLYdays. :D

2009-11-15T18:15:00.000-08:00

Summer love isn't meant to be
And it's only a fantasy
That's what everyone's tellin' me
Stay my baby
Even though it's a little rushed
Let me know that you'll keep in touch
If you don't it'll hurt too much
Stay my baby

Now that I've gone back to school
All I do is think of you
Sittin' up here in my room
Goin' crazy
But then you call
Gets me through it all
Every time you say
"Stay my baby."
Everything'll be okay!
Everything'll be alright!
I know that it'll go my way
If you stay my baby
I'm never gonne give you up!
I'm never gonna have enough!
So now 'till forever
Stay my baby!

i missed the new episodes of iCarly.LOL. OKK. *acting like a kid again*
i just like it. but sometimes it seems like they are trying to hard to be funny.
haha. :D

3 things

2009-11-15T06:58:00.000-08:00

3 things: what's right, what's really right and what's really really right.

that's what he says.

we started talking and he was saying, tama na muna. but i don’t want it to be. he said, he doesnt want me to get hurt pero..bkit ganun..
mejo magulo ba tong blog na to? basta. i hope everything goes well.

i'll miss you. I LOVE YOU.
i'll be FINE. promise. i WILL.

full of emotion and intensity now

2009-11-14T08:54:00.000-08:00

There are people who deserve you and people who don’t. If you have someone in your life who takes you for granted or doesn’t give you the respect that you deserve, leave them in the past where they belong. Surround yourself with people who challenge your mind and bring out the best in you. As for the ones who only exist to bring you down or cheapen your potential; let them find people who are better-suited to their own qualities and principles. Hold yourself to the highest standard possible. People who don’t measure up don’t deserve your time. People who can’t see past their own cowardice or their own arrogance don’t deserve your time. Anyone who doesn’t treat you the way you treat yourself doesn’t deserve your time. And if you are treating yourself in a way that gives people permission to take advantage of you, start showing yourself the exact same respect that you should be demanding of everyone else.

wala lang..

there are, still, so many things that i wanted to say but everytime i try to, words just can't tell them enough...

i don't really know if i'm truly happy or i'm just truly bored of everything. i'm thankful that I've got LESS problems now. thank you Lord :DD

full of emotion and intensity now.
err. but im not emo.

SIRIUS star :D

2009-11-14T03:38:00.000-08:00

it would be really really nice to sit outside and stare at one of my favorite things in the world - stars. it would really be perfect. clear night sky, not a fluff of clouds, just the stars. a lot of them. i rarely see that these days. it would really really be perfect. it's something i never get to do anymore, except when im in bulacan - perfect.

**why sirius? um. its my favorite star. 'cause its the BRIGHTEST star in the universe. LOLLLL. :DD

how i hate THEM

2009-11-14T03:05:00.001-08:00

everything seemed so perfect then with just a blink of an eye, you lose or something like that, that is really important to you. i don't understand its logic, and why it happens every time you feel good or even just wanted to feel good... :(

and it happens... every time... i wanted to be happy.... every time... i feel like i'm happy... every time... I AM happy. without a notice, everything would just go disappearing in thin air... it feels so UNFAIR that you know you can't be happy without the consequences later on...

HOW I HATE THEM. esp. ______ to the BOOOOONNNNES!
(no need to expose it here)

99 facts about guys. or is it?

2009-11-13T23:52:00.000-08:00

are these true? got this from someone's blog.

*sigh*

1.Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2.Guys hate flirts.
3.A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5."Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7.When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8.Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9.Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11.When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. .......dont think so
12.Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
13.Guys cry!!!
14.Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15.Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17.When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18.Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19.Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands......yeh rite - watever.
20.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21.When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22.When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow". ......so true.
23.You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24.Guys hate gays!
25.Guys love their moms.
26.A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27.A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28.You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29.If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30.Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31.Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32.Guys are very open about themselves.
33.It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34.No guy is bad when he is courting
35.Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36.Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37.Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.......very true.
39.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40.A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41.Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ........sumtimes.
42.Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43.Guys virtually brag about anything.
44.Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45.Guys think too much.
46.Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47.Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!......very true.
48.Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49.When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50.It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51.You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52.A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53.When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54.Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55.Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends.....sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
56.When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"......sumtimes.
59.Guys don't really have final decisions.
60.When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him....very important.
62.If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63.Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64.Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65.Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66.A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67.A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68.Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ....they love u regardless.
69.Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!......true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
70.A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71.A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72.Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73.Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74.Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75.Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76.Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78.When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79.Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80.Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81.Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82.Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83.Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84.When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85.When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86.When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed by you or he's criticizing you.
87.When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88.If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89.If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90.Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91.You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92.If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93.When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94.You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95.Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96.Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97.If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98.Guys hate girls who overreact. ......sometimes.
99.Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

*sigh*

how to have blog?

2009-11-13T20:13:00.000-08:00

whew. AT LAST. i already have blog account. hahaha.

syempre supppeeer THANKS to ate ivy, paola, and brell. (sila kasi ung nagturo kung pano) LOL. feeling ko nga nakulitan sila sakin kasi. ang dami kong tanong. :DD HAHAHA.

since, meron na nga ako. i'll pour everything out. umm. not everything.

everything-> in my journal.
not so everything -> blog.

im not making sense. i dont care. this is MY blog. (naks) i dont need to make sense. :)

gotta go eat! so hungry :(

watch out. 'cause for the next few days. you'll be hearing from me.
KEEP the excitement :D